Cn u Handle the truth????

A damn long day 4 fadli..woke up early in the morning.Wanted 2 c his syg but still came late..Wat we planned was 2 take a bus all the way but chose the Mrt instead,much faster..Btw dun blame the ''pakcik'' 4 lookin at u..Cuz like i said u r pretty..hehe..

Reached Jurong point..She was like a tourist.Everything looks so alien in jurong point but i dun blame her,It is big..hehe..Went straight 2 Gv..Even had a brief argument as to what movie 2 watch.dil bole HADIPPA or Ugly truth?In the end,decided on Ugly truth..More on that later..

Ate at banquet..Den bought burgers n mcflurry..first time eating burgers n ice cream in a movie theatre..hehehe..K2 cut the story short..2 The uGLY truth..Nice movie.Abt tis women who is beautiful n successful at work as a tv producer bt with no soulmate..The Hitch doctor..an arrogant guy who thinks dat the world revolves ard him..Was kinda awkward watching tis kind of genre with her..Bt still sum r tru n sum r nt... 1 thing 4 sure i dun sae i care 4 u juz bcoz i wan 2 push my penis up ur @$^..i care 4 u so much dat i dun expect anything in return..N 1 thing i've learnt is dat we have 2 conquer our fear nt hide our feelings 2wards the 1 we luv or u're gonna end up regretting it..

After the show,wanted 2 have sumthing 2 eat bt she was full..so endeD up buying papaya soyabean..it was nice though..gt onto the bus..wat did i told u..wasn't it the longest ride in ur life..hehe..bt we talked a lot..btw,I tkkn halang u dari klua ngan sape2 bt promise 2 take care of urself...Talked abt ur sedare yg kecik 2..sape name die???lupe arhh..ur ncc smue..hehe..was sleepy bt i still was listening as 2 wat u were saying..Took crazy videos 2gether,hehe..aniwae,after 2 hrs we arrived n i feel at eased after sending u back frm bedok..

DA 2 DIE BOLE TIDOOOOOOOOOOO..hehe..

U I dun care whether u hav flabby arms or not,u're still lil ina khairiyah..n i will nvr stop loving u..insyallah.Time may make us old but it will never make my feelings 4 u go away...bye2..weeeeeee

Tkmu sedih2 pleashh!!!!!!

He feels strange dat his relationship ain't like any other relationship..No holdin of hands,no kisssing..Klakar kan para penonton??but dats wat makes our relationship sacred n special..2 both of us..Takmu sedih2 cuz ur tears r like acid to him..It hurts him truly..

I am bad i noe..bUt u make me whole again..i promised u on the first dae dat i loved u a lot n it's still the same nw..Nothing has changed..LIfe seems plain without u in my life....i needs 2 b strong mentally n physically..i noe

U r my sunlight..wen night comes..i become afraid..afraid dat i will get lost in the wilderness..afraid dat i will nvr get 2 feel ur rays of hope n strength ever again..

pS:I''ll get white chocolates 4 u no matter wat..still remember the white choc castle..i promise u i''ll get u one..just b patient with me...bluek

Tired..so tired part 2

He slept 4 the whole dae 2 dae..so damn tired..Needed the rest..Wen he woke up..it was time 2 break fast..woohooo..Felt bad that he couldn't be beside her rite now..Her back must be killing her..Fad understands cuz he had felt the pain b4..Nt PMS mind u bt the back problem..hehe..

Be strong but it's ok 2 feel pain..He nags u 2 rest not bcoz he's sick of talking 2 u bt he noe's dat u've nt been getting proper rest..He feels the pain too..So dun hold it juz bcoz u want 2 put up a brave front..Dun use money as an excuse not 2 c a doctor..He''s willing 2 fork out some as long as u r ok n healthy again

If given a point dat he's being given a single wish,it''ll be dat u''ll be healthy always n may no sickness be upon you...He cares about ur well-being..Btw,sumtimes it good 2 b far apart cuz u tend too miss dat certain sum1 much more rather than looking at her evridae..(But i want too..hehehe)..Life seems extremely lonely without u by my side..

I'm nt nt ''mate potek'' like u..hehe..U r so beautiful 2 me..juz dat not more purple headscarf please..hehe..other colour laa...very the pening lalat..my voice isn't dat nice..unlike the person..hee..but it''ll be better if i get 2 c u next wik..hais..Till then.this is fad signing out..

Hugs n kisses to my dearest gurl,

Lil ina khairiyah

Tired..so tired

He is tired..Tired of what exactly..He isn't sure..He is officially attached with a very special gurl..Maybe he's missing her too much.He knows that it's difficult being far apart but let it be a test..Cuz if he endures all this,he's gonna get sick lookin at her face evryday..hehe

But the problem is dat she get prettier every time he meeets her..Hw is he suppose to be sick lookin at her..He wishes that she was rite besie him rite nw..cuz he juz wants to lie down on the grass at pasir ris park with her..Fasting is ending in a few days time..So more things to do

Fyi..However far you are..juz 1 kal n he''ll try 2 b there 4 u..juz not 2 kal after midnight cuz must pay extra..hehe..He misses u so much..He knows that u r strong bt even the strongest empire can crumble just like dat...Take care of ur back cuz if not..He''ll carry u on his back evrytime u hang out 2 gether..hehe..still thinkin of wat colour 2 buy?hais..troublesome..2 find out what colour he chose..stay updated on this blog..hehe...bye sayang

He's officially..Attached..

Sept 11 09,He will remember this dae 4ever...He noe that a week plus more will make it an official 2 months..But why wait till then??Today was the happiest dae in his life...A few mishap here n there..Wanted 2 go for terawih but he knew that she wud hav go home straight till then..So God 4give me cuz the intention is already there..hehe.Had a wonderful time talking on the bus even though both of us were tired like hell..

I knew that my response was so-so..Not that i'm expecting that u''ll sae yes..Cuz it seems so surreal..I may like a lot of gurls but never in return..So since its new to both of us,things may happened during the early stages but whatever happens..I hope u''ll b there 2 support me thru all dat...I LOVE U...WIFEY..hehe..kiddin

U r my World

He has said time n time again let bygones be bygones..U r His world..Fad's feelings 4 her have not changed b4 the incident nor after the incident..It only made him realise dat losing her even 4 a dae is enough to make him go bonkers..

Never have fad regretted lovin sum1 like u...So many restrictions..hehe.But dats wat makes it so interesting..Heregretted raising his voice towards her..But if she listens carefully,it was out of care n concern and not anger..

He's fortunate 2 hav found her amidst all the hardship he has gone through...He needs u in his life..If given a chance,He'd start all over again..Never doubt his love my luv towards her..Even though he knew a few girls b4 her BUT let it be known dat She's the one n only lady dat have captured his heart...N 4 dat,let it b known to the world:He wud luv u like no other...Fad promise

wooohooo

Bit by bit,his life is beginning 2 see colours...He doesn't want ur apology..Only ur love dat he needs rite nw..Nvr doubt his love 4 u cuz he is alive only bcoz of her

why?

He respects ur decision cuz he doesn't want to make u sad o angry..He understand the complications of a relationship..dats why he feels dat he shouldn't push her to do sumting she doesn't tink is comfortable..

Wats the point of her leaving knowing dat the matter won't be solved just like dat..He gives her time so that she tink it over on her feelings..Not tink of wat is the best solution at dat that point of time..Fad gave u the time 2 think..Use it wisely

words of advice:There are no shortcuts in life or love. The pain must be felt. It's what makes us special; what makes us beautiful; what makes us worthy. The pain of how we love. But that pain but that pain is accompanied by something else. Hope. With that pain is hope.

I miss the colours in my life

Fad's beginning 2 miss her soo much...He misses her voice,her laughter,misses her 'No' 2 every kisses he wishes to give her..Its like living in a P ramlee's movie...No colours..just black n white..Today was a very long dae 4 Fad..

Only with 2 hrs of rest But still it doesn't matter to fadli.He has gone thru more terrible things than fasting..Wat kept fadli strong was a picture taken of him n her at bedok int..With her sleepy eyes..Fad misses her..It felt like a part of his body was ripped apart..He'll will persevere n wait 4 her luv..Hais

Had Nasi goreng with kacang tanah for break fast nt breakfast mind u..hehe..Mak malas..Btw,dun worry..wateva happns Fad's feelings towards u would stay the same...hE noe's u doesn't want 2 speak to him..dats why he would make it a point 2 send her a video abt his feelings evri dae..With dat said,Fad bid u farewell n As God is my witness,He would continue writing tis blog till u start 2 talk 2 him,,again...