Part 2..the longg tripp on the BUS!!!!!

Sorry 4 the late entry..hmm where was i?ohh ya,the bus..It was so damn crowded on the bus..When i had the opportunity 2 sit with her on the bus..I told her dat i was tired.She took my left hand n started massaging me with her smooth/rough hands..Ya2..Tangan uat keje kann???We talked abt so many things..Mostly abt her school n hw she was so stressed up using photoshop..

She then talked abt this production she's helpin out..N she's goin 2 b home late..But the worst part is 4 us nt mitin 4 ard 3 wiks..Haiss..whateva it is,it's a sacrifice dats worth it..Do a gud job aites?Wen we reached BEDOK int,she gav me tis gift box n said dats sumting dat she wants me 2 have..I guessed it correctly wen she said i cn use it with the bottled water..A cup but dat wasn't the suprise..

Wen i gt home n took a bathe after dat,I opened the gift n saw a huge mug..hmm,bein sarcastic huh?Bluek..On top there's a note saying dat she hopes i like the present..I luv it sooo much dat till nw i dun have the heart 2 use it..hehe..bt i promise dat i''ll use it asap..Whatever happens..I promise i won't stop loviin..So hw cud i 4get u just like dat?heee..n 4 the cubit thingy..bluekkkk tk dpt..luvvvv u..tc aites

I feel ur warmth n i luv it

Went back home from werk in the murning..Had a bath n watched some tv b4 dozing off..wen i eventually woke up it was 3pm..omg..promised 2 mit her at 4pm..no worry..bathed..changed n rushed out..reached ct hall ard 0410..bt she told me her course ended ard 330..wen i arrived,she was still otw..n the weather was so damn hott..aiyoo..she arrived a few mins later with her fren accompanying her..Bt still u do look like a student frm a malaysian university.hehe..

Initially wanted 2 eat zam2 cuz i was so damnn hungry but she was afraid 2 c her brother's frens over there..so had 2 eat at the banquet at raffles hospital..had 2 walk some distance but nt once did she complained..Wenn we reached there..she bought her yong tau foo n i bought my chix rice with add rice..kenyanggg..Den we decided 2 walk ard bugis shopping ctr..her eyes realli glittered lookin at hoz bags..hehe...

We entered a bookshop cuz she initially wanted 2 buy tis book 4 me but it was sure expensive wen she saw the price..Read the book n it was filled with all the mushy stuffs..hehe..then wanted 2 watch movies bt she didn't brought much.I decided 2 go to the library..but wen we arrived it was closed..aiyo..deepavali laa..so decided 2 juz sit on the bus with her..bought a big bottle of drink n gt on bus 197..wat happened in the bus?to be continued 2moro..hehehe

What????So fast arh?

Today went out straight 2 jp with mum n sis 2 do some grocery shopping..Sumore straight after work..Arrived at jp an hr later..Mum wanted 2 eat prata..Skali,So expensive..Fed up..But just eat laa..Hmm was thinking of suprising her but was worried that she wud stay behind 2 help her frens.So told her Whether she wanted 2 mit cuz she sent me a msg saying dat she couldn't slip peacefully at nite..Wanted me 2 ''bobokkan'' her..She was reluctant but i was hesitant..She gave in..

Went out ard 1530..N reached there ard 1620..Waited 4 a while cuz she was alr on the way..When she arrived,was planning 2 watch a movie bt decided 2 save our money..So where did we go?U guess it ''BEDOK''..all the way she wanted 2 slip..So decided 2 massaged her hands..She didn't want me 2 do it at first..Dunnoe lahh..was fed up laa..but then she was ok..Rested near my shoulder n dozed off..Damn she look so beautiful..shud have kissed her,huh?haha..jkjk..Won't do dat laa..

Strangely,I felt we reached Bedok earlier than possible..Wanted 2 go to the library 2 watch a movie on her laptop but she was tired n wanted 2 go home..Hais..didn't had the mood 2 eat also even though was hungry at dat time..Walked all the way to her bus queue..both feelin damn moody.Her bus arrived but she decided 2 chill 4 a while..Dats whe we chill most of the time kn??I had 2 be the one nagging again..She was feelin so down..Had 2 give the stubborn gurl a good lecture.Dunnoe whether she was paying attention ke tk.Sumting happened dat shocked me,her lil sis hop down the bus..Alamak kecohh laa beb..hehe..

Luckily her sis was ok..Her bus arrived..She wanted 2 wait 4 my bus but i told her to go ahead so dat she cud accompany her sis..Tk halau..tkt u letih..i too hop on the bus n nearly overshot but by miraculously woke up just like dat at my bus stop..wahh lucky...went back n changed...went for a run..hais sure fail laa ippt..went back n ate a heavy dinner..Remember on the bus u kept askin me why bother comin frm woodlands 2 bedok just 2 sent her back n go home straightaway?Cuz i said dat wen u nid me..I''ll try my best 2 be there with u..I''ll try 2 hold on to my promise..SOrry guys..no pic..dats all folks

To my dearest lina khairiyah..

Mittin her again..eh????

Woke up quite late ..Saw a msg of her at 0546..Doesn't she slip..whe does she get all the energy...thought dat she had 2 go home early but den she said whether i wanted 2 mit her cuz she was allowed 2 go home b4 10pm..woohoo..WAIT A MIN..if adts the case,its the first time i've met her 2 times in a wik...A dae 2 remember 02/10/09..Didn't msg her much dat dae

So wen i gt on the mrt.she was worried thinking dat i've reched there earlier than her..when i reached cck mrt,she had just arrived..I apologise 4 wearing slack..Bt i dunnoe hw 2 dress up laa..WE were walking ard the shopping n den decided nah..nt the place 4 us 2 eat..So had an emergency discussion as to whe 2 eat..Hmm initially wanted 2 go bugis..But settled 4 imm jurong east instaed..In the mrt she complained dat her shoes were killing her..Hw i wish i could carry her all the way on my back..Jgn mrh laa..dats why i said hw i wish.sheesh..otw there..i Jokingly disturbed abt her figure..She was so pissed off dat i too was starting 2 get irritated..Hais cool fad..Luckily i got her 2 cool down..Even on the escalator she complained saying the ''step'' type is much better..hehe..So got her 2 the top floor banquet n ordered 4 her chicken chop while she sat at the bench like a queen..lol

Was askin her whether she wanted any drinks..asked whether she was ok 4 gettin her mushrom sauce..instead of black pepper cuz i was worried it was spicy 4 her..Sorry if i was irritating 2 u at dat time..took pics of her eatin..hER FACE..pRICeless..hehe..We then proceeded 2 the interchange n she was thinking of gettin slippers at watson..Quickly she changed her mind n wanted 2 go home.While walking,we talked abt her bein thrown waterbomb at..hw she felt being called names..I listened mind uu..Hope u share more stories cuz i'm a gud listener u noe

Went to bus 66 n damn it was far..so got to an express bus 506..Expensive but quick jgk..N she didn't want me 2 accompany her..Hais..thks 4 the concern tau..worried that i wud gt tired..reached home n changed 2 my jogging costume..Wow it felt gud..Took a shower n msg her 4 a while..Browsed thru her blog n saw a song lyric.hAVING BABIES ehh?6 Ble?hehe..U dun worry 2 much..I Won't leave u juz bcoz of hw u look..U nvr left me knowing the way i walk was strange..so why shud i?Its hard 2 really express my luv 2 u..Bt just chill n look at the things i've done..have i done enough?if nt tell me cuz i'm also new 2 relationships..I wud nvr find sum1 dat is as crazy,swit,fierce but honesty i cn see thru her eyes..N stop tellin me 2 stop lookin at u..Cuz i juz luv u dat much ok?...I heart u...Muachkz..Till we mit again..I beg u God

I''ll never leave U

Where do i start?hmm..I'm sorry i didn't had the courage to speak 2 ur frens..I wasn't being arrogant..It was just dat i'm quite the shy guy u noe.So had ice kachang..But the problem was dat she wanted durian ice kachang..aiyo..Bt still it was nice sharing it with my loved one..Then we proceeded 2 walk ard the shopping centre..window shopping cuz we had 2 wait 4 her frens laptop 2 finish loading her software..We then went to the library to chill while waiting for her fren to retrieve her laptop..

The sweetest part was dat she got a book on shirt designs 4 me.thks syg..hehe..We sat at a corner n started browsing thru the book..Finally,got 2 lie on her shoulder..Scary part was dat she kept trying 2 tell the chinese students 2 keep quiet..hehe..Garang tul..hmm..What's new abt dat?..hehe..jkjk..We even took a video there..Hais i wonder why she's gettin more prettier dae by dae..Her fren called n we proceeded straight 2 to interchange 2 bedok.We had 2 wait 4 a second bus cuz it was full..A couple mins later,us came,sat on the top deck,right at the back.

So sorry cuz ur fren had 2 sit alone.hehe..I wanted 2 lie on her shoulder but suddenly she kept rejecting me saying it wasn't the rite time..so I switch on my psp n started playing my game..Suddenly i felt her warmth on my shoulder..I was even scolded cuz i was sittin too low.Practice makes perfect my dear..muahaha..We took a video on the bus too..still its better to use ur mum's ring cuz we can save 4 our honeymoon at jb kn???bluek..

Finally reached bedok int,Bus 3o was abt 2 leave n i hastily left..not knowing she wanted 2 sae sumting 2 me..hmm..Slept all the way on the bus..ate sumtingwen i reached home..Online 4 a while n she told me dat she wanted 2 sae i luv u..hais.she's gettin sweeter dae by dae..Initially wanted 2 go out but couldn't take it anymore..wen 2 slip staight..Ma'am marah laa..hehe..tk takut

Cn u Handle the truth????

A damn long day 4 fadli..woke up early in the morning.Wanted 2 c his syg but still came late..Wat we planned was 2 take a bus all the way but chose the Mrt instead,much faster..Btw dun blame the ''pakcik'' 4 lookin at u..Cuz like i said u r pretty..hehe..

Reached Jurong point..She was like a tourist.Everything looks so alien in jurong point but i dun blame her,It is big..hehe..Went straight 2 Gv..Even had a brief argument as to what movie 2 watch.dil bole HADIPPA or Ugly truth?In the end,decided on Ugly truth..More on that later..

Ate at banquet..Den bought burgers n mcflurry..first time eating burgers n ice cream in a movie theatre..hehehe..K2 cut the story short..2 The uGLY truth..Nice movie.Abt tis women who is beautiful n successful at work as a tv producer bt with no soulmate..The Hitch doctor..an arrogant guy who thinks dat the world revolves ard him..Was kinda awkward watching tis kind of genre with her..Bt still sum r tru n sum r nt... 1 thing 4 sure i dun sae i care 4 u juz bcoz i wan 2 push my penis up ur @$^..i care 4 u so much dat i dun expect anything in return..N 1 thing i've learnt is dat we have 2 conquer our fear nt hide our feelings 2wards the 1 we luv or u're gonna end up regretting it..

After the show,wanted 2 have sumthing 2 eat bt she was full..so endeD up buying papaya soyabean..it was nice though..gt onto the bus..wat did i told u..wasn't it the longest ride in ur life..hehe..bt we talked a lot..btw,I tkkn halang u dari klua ngan sape2 bt promise 2 take care of urself...Talked abt ur sedare yg kecik 2..sape name die???lupe arhh..ur ncc smue..hehe..was sleepy bt i still was listening as 2 wat u were saying..Took crazy videos 2gether,hehe..aniwae,after 2 hrs we arrived n i feel at eased after sending u back frm bedok..

DA 2 DIE BOLE TIDOOOOOOOOOOO..hehe..

U I dun care whether u hav flabby arms or not,u're still lil ina khairiyah..n i will nvr stop loving u..insyallah.Time may make us old but it will never make my feelings 4 u go away...bye2..weeeeeee

Tkmu sedih2 pleashh!!!!!!

He feels strange dat his relationship ain't like any other relationship..No holdin of hands,no kisssing..Klakar kan para penonton??but dats wat makes our relationship sacred n special..2 both of us..Takmu sedih2 cuz ur tears r like acid to him..It hurts him truly..

I am bad i noe..bUt u make me whole again..i promised u on the first dae dat i loved u a lot n it's still the same nw..Nothing has changed..LIfe seems plain without u in my life....i needs 2 b strong mentally n physically..i noe

U r my sunlight..wen night comes..i become afraid..afraid dat i will get lost in the wilderness..afraid dat i will nvr get 2 feel ur rays of hope n strength ever again..

pS:I''ll get white chocolates 4 u no matter wat..still remember the white choc castle..i promise u i''ll get u one..just b patient with me...bluek

Tired..so tired part 2

He slept 4 the whole dae 2 dae..so damn tired..Needed the rest..Wen he woke up..it was time 2 break fast..woohooo..Felt bad that he couldn't be beside her rite now..Her back must be killing her..Fad understands cuz he had felt the pain b4..Nt PMS mind u bt the back problem..hehe..

Be strong but it's ok 2 feel pain..He nags u 2 rest not bcoz he's sick of talking 2 u bt he noe's dat u've nt been getting proper rest..He feels the pain too..So dun hold it juz bcoz u want 2 put up a brave front..Dun use money as an excuse not 2 c a doctor..He''s willing 2 fork out some as long as u r ok n healthy again

If given a point dat he's being given a single wish,it''ll be dat u''ll be healthy always n may no sickness be upon you...He cares about ur well-being..Btw,sumtimes it good 2 b far apart cuz u tend too miss dat certain sum1 much more rather than looking at her evridae..(But i want too..hehehe)..Life seems extremely lonely without u by my side..

I'm nt nt ''mate potek'' like u..hehe..U r so beautiful 2 me..juz dat not more purple headscarf please..hehe..other colour laa...very the pening lalat..my voice isn't dat nice..unlike the person..hee..but it''ll be better if i get 2 c u next wik..hais..Till then.this is fad signing out..

Hugs n kisses to my dearest gurl,

Lil ina khairiyah

Tired..so tired

He is tired..Tired of what exactly..He isn't sure..He is officially attached with a very special gurl..Maybe he's missing her too much.He knows that it's difficult being far apart but let it be a test..Cuz if he endures all this,he's gonna get sick lookin at her face evryday..hehe

But the problem is dat she get prettier every time he meeets her..Hw is he suppose to be sick lookin at her..He wishes that she was rite besie him rite nw..cuz he juz wants to lie down on the grass at pasir ris park with her..Fasting is ending in a few days time..So more things to do

Fyi..However far you are..juz 1 kal n he''ll try 2 b there 4 u..juz not 2 kal after midnight cuz must pay extra..hehe..He misses u so much..He knows that u r strong bt even the strongest empire can crumble just like dat...Take care of ur back cuz if not..He''ll carry u on his back evrytime u hang out 2 gether..hehe..still thinkin of wat colour 2 buy?hais..troublesome..2 find out what colour he chose..stay updated on this blog..hehe...bye sayang

He's officially..Attached..

Sept 11 09,He will remember this dae 4ever...He noe that a week plus more will make it an official 2 months..But why wait till then??Today was the happiest dae in his life...A few mishap here n there..Wanted 2 go for terawih but he knew that she wud hav go home straight till then..So God 4give me cuz the intention is already there..hehe.Had a wonderful time talking on the bus even though both of us were tired like hell..

I knew that my response was so-so..Not that i'm expecting that u''ll sae yes..Cuz it seems so surreal..I may like a lot of gurls but never in return..So since its new to both of us,things may happened during the early stages but whatever happens..I hope u''ll b there 2 support me thru all dat...I LOVE U...WIFEY..hehe..kiddin

U r my World

He has said time n time again let bygones be bygones..U r His world..Fad's feelings 4 her have not changed b4 the incident nor after the incident..It only made him realise dat losing her even 4 a dae is enough to make him go bonkers..

Never have fad regretted lovin sum1 like u...So many restrictions..hehe.But dats wat makes it so interesting..Heregretted raising his voice towards her..But if she listens carefully,it was out of care n concern and not anger..

He's fortunate 2 hav found her amidst all the hardship he has gone through...He needs u in his life..If given a chance,He'd start all over again..Never doubt his love my luv towards her..Even though he knew a few girls b4 her BUT let it be known dat She's the one n only lady dat have captured his heart...N 4 dat,let it b known to the world:He wud luv u like no other...Fad promise

wooohooo

Bit by bit,his life is beginning 2 see colours...He doesn't want ur apology..Only ur love dat he needs rite nw..Nvr doubt his love 4 u cuz he is alive only bcoz of her

why?

He respects ur decision cuz he doesn't want to make u sad o angry..He understand the complications of a relationship..dats why he feels dat he shouldn't push her to do sumting she doesn't tink is comfortable..

Wats the point of her leaving knowing dat the matter won't be solved just like dat..He gives her time so that she tink it over on her feelings..Not tink of wat is the best solution at dat that point of time..Fad gave u the time 2 think..Use it wisely

words of advice:There are no shortcuts in life or love. The pain must be felt. It's what makes us special; what makes us beautiful; what makes us worthy. The pain of how we love. But that pain but that pain is accompanied by something else. Hope. With that pain is hope.

I miss the colours in my life

Fad's beginning 2 miss her soo much...He misses her voice,her laughter,misses her 'No' 2 every kisses he wishes to give her..Its like living in a P ramlee's movie...No colours..just black n white..Today was a very long dae 4 Fad..

Only with 2 hrs of rest But still it doesn't matter to fadli.He has gone thru more terrible things than fasting..Wat kept fadli strong was a picture taken of him n her at bedok int..With her sleepy eyes..Fad misses her..It felt like a part of his body was ripped apart..He'll will persevere n wait 4 her luv..Hais

Had Nasi goreng with kacang tanah for break fast nt breakfast mind u..hehe..Mak malas..Btw,dun worry..wateva happns Fad's feelings towards u would stay the same...hE noe's u doesn't want 2 speak to him..dats why he would make it a point 2 send her a video abt his feelings evri dae..With dat said,Fad bid u farewell n As God is my witness,He would continue writing tis blog till u start 2 talk 2 him,,again...